B枕着一丝倦意，一杯淡香的茶，一卷薄薄的书，一盏晕黄的灯，灯影摇曳，懒懒地听着窗外那下着的雨。刚刚还乌云翻滚，泛着惨白的光ased on André Carl van der Merwe’s book, Moffie (a derogatory Afrikaans term for a gay man) follows the story of Nicholas van der Swart: from a very young age, he realises he is different. Try as he may, he cannot live up to the macho image expected of him by his family, by his heritage. At the age of 19 he is conscripted into the South African army and finds his every sensibility offended by a system close to its demise, and yet still in full force. Set during the South African border war against communism, this is a long overdue story about the emotional and physical suffering endured by countless young men.